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Cities scream, unwholesome night
some will live, some will lie
Its the only flavor you thought to try
Why don't we kiss like the lonely do?
Echos ringing in my head
Something tells me I'll break again
like just a fascinating trend
I'm just a lover, it's a lonely rule
Say hello to the bridge that's catching fire
falling through the air, on the ground
say hello to the lies that brought goodbyes to your doorwhen you wanted more
it was only a matter of time before time was a matter
Cities dream, the longest night
a darkened room lit by cellphone light
I wait for you to no avail
Why did I say that we were through?
Voices singing, they're not from me
they tell me live and just let it be
second best, you're pushing me
I'm just a lover what can I do?
Why don't we kiss like the lonely do?
Say hello to the bridge that's catching fire
falling through the air, on the ground
say hello to the lies that brought goodbyes to your door
when you wanted more
it was only a matter of time before time was a matter
and he's the salt in the earth, the light for the world that's fading
he makes a killing with his kindness much too well
and so he says hello to the lies that take his breathe in a bite
in the chill of the night
it was only a matter of time
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Tiny Declarations
05:45
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If I ever keep you up
I hope it's because we're talking
Not 'cause all the things I've said and done have stopped your sleep from coming
If you ever keep me up
It's worth it if I get to see
The curve of your lips and your cute fingertips lace with mine
These tiny declarations
Are mastered with patience, they tell me
No escape from the feeling that all of my words are lost on your delicate ears
And in any other weather
I know we'd be together
And I love your touch
Your smile
Your silence
Your light
So call me a collector
Of memories to stop them from fading
And I never wanna be the one who is keeping you waiting
And inaction will make us
slaves of temptation forever
So if we weave the dreams does that mean that we're sposed to chase 'em
And I love your touch
Your smile
Your silence
Your light
And I love your touch
Your smile
And in any other weather
I know we'd be together
you aim for horizons that
suns thought were better
any other weather
wouldn't help me forget her
And I love your touch
Your smile
Your silence
Your light
And I want your love
your whisper
your broken lines
your sighs
And in any other weather,
I know we'd be together
in any other weather,
I know we'd be together
in any other weather,
I know we'd be together
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Here, Home
03:31
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Here I am
stuck in the middle like every time I close off
Here we are
stuck in between and green soon as we take our clothes off
Here you were
sitting still beneath the warm comforter where we slept
Here I'll be
living in the memory of touch before you left
Come home to me
and I'll keep you closer
come home to me
just come back to bed
come home to me
'cause time is a matter
come home to me
Here I am
waiting for change to step into this unwholesome night
Here we are
waiting for fate to step in but its no paradise
Here you were
falling away from the home that I'm sure is long lost
Here I'll be
wishing that keeping this moment could come with a pause
Come home to me
and I'll keep you closer
come home to me
just come back to bed
come home to me
'cause time is a matter
come home to me
'cause your'e all I know home to be
'Cause my soul it sits with willingness
to show what's underneath
And the clothes we wear will not prepare
for what's really underneath
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Letting Go
03:31
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the stain of your poetry on me is silver on the edges of
my soul but i know that it won't fix my broken body by the time
its all gonna be okay if you let it
its all gonna be alright, but there's no guarantee
the evening calls you like a devil out of bedlam
it's not for sure, but highly likely that you'll lose yourself tonight
'Cause letting go is the hardest part
I'm telling you, life gets in the way
It's actually good, 'cause you felt so bad
as you wear on your head a too-small hat
you take in a drink and you let it sit
its a potion for emotion to mingle with
by the time that you absorb you don't know your name
its worth it 'cause the mirror won't seem the same
its all gonna be okay if you let it
its all gonna be alright, but there's no guarantee
oh we've lost another one
to the ghosts of the past, and it has begun
all through the night, into the day
we'll take off the colors that fade away
oh we've lost another one
to the souls that were trapped between here and the sun
all that energy pent up
to disintegrate the pieces we once had loved
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Delicate
05:17
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Company
03:14
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if you need some company
i can keep it with you
i don't need the symphony
a duet will surely do
there's nowhere i want to be
long as you are nowhere too
if you're ever on your knees
if you're lost out in the streets
you know we're i'm going to be
i will keep you company
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and sleep gets in between
me and those I want to be with
so until death conquers me
I hope you find a home in me
if by chance you never dream
if you're bursting at the seams
I know where i plan to be
i will keep you company
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Live For The Moment
03:57
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Find the words to fill the spaces
but she doesn't reciprocate
Turning over, kissing faces
hoping that her sleep delays
waiting for the ocean to sit still
but we're by the bay
hands in places your Father'd call a sin
Not machines, but skin, tendon and skin
oh we know the consequence of living for the day
Underneath my broken language
I can speak the way I think
scattered into pieces, never clear
like a church mosaic
We can be such heroes/villains
we're Cartesian dualists
Put my body over mind
We will turn this darkness into light tonight
oh we know the consequence of living for the day
you live for in the moment
so live for the moment
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Nymph
05:20
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Is it true that what was done in dark will soon come to the light?
Is it easier, forgetting you, in higher states of night?
Does it take a breaking voice to ease slow burns and change for better?
Does a sleepless night mean I want to mend the ties I thought I severed?
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Black.
It was all he could see. No matter how wide he opened his eyes, he could see nothing, no one. Maybe there wasn't anything at all, anyone at all. Of course he knew this was wrong; she still in the room; he could still hear her breathing, it was labored. He reached out, feeling for her, but instead felt humid air engulf his palms with moisture.
Neither of them could leave. Neither could see the other clear enough to see each other's expressions. Like rats in a cage, they lay, both thinking of a way to navigate out of this most unpleasant maze of pleasantries. She started to say something, but instead trailed off. What luck, good or bad, could have brought them here?
He got up to feel the cool breeze of the window; he ran into something, probably the waist-high dresser across the room; doubled over in pain, the wind knocked out of him he leaned against it to take a beat. She, on the other hand, sat up ever slightly in the bed. She wasn't sure what to make of everything.
It was silent for a long while. He was wondering what she was thinking, and she the same. They wondered whether or not things would be the same. They contemplated the gravity of decisions and actions. They hoped that gravity would be forgiving, for once.
Someone moved; it was obvious because the carpet made that characteristic scratching brushing noise. It seemed to echo even in such a small room. Maybe it was imagination. The door opened, and closed.
More silence. Though now it felt like the comfortable variety,
He strode across the room, fumbled for the switch. Then, light.
She had gone, disappeared, like a dream before the breaking day.
He couldn't believe it, then he did. She had gone.
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It's been a long, long while
since I've been lost inside my head
and this may be the safest place to be lost with you
I can hardly talk
so I am singing this instead
but this may be the easiest way to get through to you
it doesn't matter what the clock tells for time
it doesn't matter what the calendar marks today
I'm falling faster than the stars from the sky
I need you to listen when I say
Be careful with my heart, I'm begging
be careful with my heart, I'm begging
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Martin Sean Fairfield, California
Currently singing while showering or commuting.
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